Chahinak: *Big ass sigh* Yet again, more family and life problems going on.
School: It's going good. Pretty chill, well, that's until I got my FATASS FEVER. I'm way far behind with 2 F's now. I'm so TERRIFIED that my teacher's might email my parents.
Home: Istg, it's always my dad and mother. I forgot to take my medication again. Now she's hiding my Art Tablet away AGAIN. FATASS, it's just medication...I can not take once in a while...it takes 6 weeks to work anyways...My father is upset at me and my sister for being the group of lasts when we come out of school. Like dude, highschool gets out at 3:05 and we just left rn at 3:10..WE AREN'T THAT LATE. DOES IT MATTER IF WE'RE LAST??? We literally had to return my friend's phone and THAT'S IT. Seriously, I can't take it anymore. It's been way too stressful since school has started. I've been through worse and so has others, but experiencing it makes it feel so HORRIBLE. Like, STRICT LIFE WHO??? Me and my sister has tried to explain to my father the situation on why we're and I quote "The last ones" (THERE WAS LIKE 15 OTHER HIGH-SCHOOLERS LEFT THERE) but he didn't listen and started to raise his voice, I got a bit agitated and gave him attitude and he's saying that he's the one trying to just "talk" and I'm the one yelling and making it worse? You're the one who raised your voice first. It's so GODDAMN ANNOYING. I've been so stressed out that yesterday I've been punching my desk, locker, and my walls... (I'm fine, just a few bruises.) I don't know what to do anymore. I have work to do but all I want to do is create and epp and eat good foods...
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School: It's going good. Pretty chill, well, that's until I got my FATASS FEVER. I'm way far behind with 2 F's now. I'm so TERRIFIED that my teacher's might email my parents.
Home: Istg, it's always my dad and mother. I forgot to take my medication again. Now she's hiding my Art Tablet away AGAIN. FATASS, it's just medication...I can not take once in a while...it takes 6 weeks to work anyways...My father is upset at me and my sister for being the group of lasts when we come out of school. Like dude, highschool gets out at 3:05 and we just left rn at 3:10..WE AREN'T THAT LATE. DOES IT MATTER IF WE'RE LAST??? We literally had to return my friend's phone and THAT'S IT. Seriously, I can't take it anymore. It's been way too stressful since school has started. I've been through worse and so has others, but experiencing it makes it feel so HORRIBLE. Like, STRICT LIFE WHO??? Me and my sister has tried to explain to my father the situation on why we're and I quote "The last ones" (THERE WAS LIKE 15 OTHER HIGH-SCHOOLERS LEFT THERE) but he didn't listen and started to raise his voice, I got a bit agitated and gave him attitude and he's saying that he's the one trying to just "talk" and I'm the one yelling and making it worse? You're the one who raised your voice first. It's so GODDAMN ANNOYING. I've been so stressed out that yesterday I've been punching my desk, locker, and my walls... (I'm fine, just a few bruises.) I don't know what to do anymore. I have work to do but all I want to do is create and epp and eat good foods...
please stay safe Chacha,love ya ❤️