Chahinak: Update: Oh well. My parents have my report card. I am not doing well. No I will not take a break. FM is my now only safe place. The only place that makes me feel better at the slightest. My father told me he WILL BREAK my Art Tablet if I keep my horrible grades up. I hate it. I hate it. I can't keep this up forever. He says my excuse is always "OH YOU ALWAYS SAY IT'S ANXIETY AND DEPRESSION!" It's never that. It's just my mindset and how much lack of energy I've been having. School has been making it worse. I feel so pressured all the damn fucking time. I never vent like this, so this is a sign that a lot of you guys have gained my trust. I feel like I don't belong. My sister is so happy and cheerful about my grades, yet here I am, not even getting comfort like: "It's okay, you'll do better." or even "It's alright, we can help you along the way." No, it's always discipline. Never comfort. I feel like yelling, crying, and punching and damaging everything I can. But I can't. I hate it. I hate it. I HATE IT.

PartyCat: @Chahinak: honestly your parents should calm tf down and Care about your mental health WAY much more, like who tf cares about grades more than your child's health ?!?!? it's sickening to know some people like this even exist